intro by Di…
This is the last of the 12 Days of “Di’s Xmas in July 2016.”
And I’m honored to present this in tandem with my good friend, Elaine.
We are speaking together because we both believe the same truth:
That we are God expressing in human form.
How did we find out we both have this knowing?
It happened as a result of caring. We met over cries of outrage, mostly
Elaine’s. I felt the iron grip of her desperation: My fellow traveler was in
distress! It was only when I didn’t walk on by, but stayed and just sat
and listened, that we both realized if we can be heard, we can talk our
way out of the deepest pile of doo-doo life can suck us into!
As the ocean of Grief was emptied out, an Ocean of Peace came
in all by itself and washed us clean and clear to know this truth:
All that God is, is who I am.
And who I am is all that God is.
So outside help is not needed. Nothing is impossible for who we are.
from the pen of Elaine. . .
Here is what Elaine wrote in answer to someone who offered her “healing prayer” and fellowship at a church. Elaine had to refuse, and wrote this so the person could understand why.
“Jesus came to demonstrate who we are . Identity is crucial. I am in this like a school……. we have all that we need Now to heal. Learning to live apart from the mind is crucial to mastering healing. What can not be overcome ? It is generally those who have gone the path of suffering and fine tuning who are the healers. I am not in need of prayers actually… what and who do they seek to heal… if not the life within ? We embody that healer…. Seeking outside for assistance only signals one still does not fully understand the Message Jesus taught. Asking for what we have seems elementary….. what seems to be the greater issue is the divine mind ….. Jesus never
saw a storm.. yet the disciples did…. they allowed what they saw with their eyes to register to their minds,,, cultivate fear … thus powerlessness . I am actually OK. I am learning to erase the false with what is Divine Truth. I appreciate your offer [of fellowship at a church]. But my fellowship is within me….. knowing I am never alone… regardless of what the Mind dictates. If I were not walking in divine I would never be able to overcome ALL I HAVE. I do not live like most … and my life is testament to that fact. Learning to focus on the truth rather than the outward is power. It is what has carried me thus far …
through all the loss ,,,,,, 🙂 I am a warrior.. ”
Elaine refuses to turn a blind eye to what’s unholy in our world. Her eyes
are opened when she has supernatural experiences in the night when she cannot sleep. Her words: “walking in divine” have inspired me to share the truth as it comes to me.
from the pen of Di. . .
I used “Depth Journaling” I learned from my friend Barclay (Day 8) to get
“God answers” for how to get this page done today, the way it should be.
Here’s my journal from this morning, showing the question I asked, using
my dominant hand. See how my non-dominant hand’s answer was about “Who I Am.” It took what’s happening to an Eternal level that works.
See? This is what knocks my socks off! I’ve been going outside every day,
praying with my arms stretched upward with longing: “I give myself to be a
pure, clear channel for Divine Love to heal broken hearts.” Saying that to
my “Beloved Creator.” But look how it has come back here, my “Beloved”
addressing me as “My Heart,” with this new twist on the answer:
“You are my Heart Loving. You are the difference I am seeing. And being.”
“I love you for being My pure, clear channel for Divine Love to heal the
separated pieces of my Broken Heart, by seeing Me Whole. You have
seen all whole, so it is.”
I will stop here and just let you put that in your pipe and smoke it. This
is the stuff that defies gravity.
wrapping up by Di …
Elaine and I have both had a ton of grief, sorrow, sickness, brutality,
you name it. Because we know we are the Divine in form, none of it
can overcome us.
You have developed an awesome common thread in all the Xmas in July Days. Each writer has found a way up “the climb” that helps. Each of you
recognized what was truly helpful for YOU.
That’s why we feel safe with you. It’s vital to come to the part of the Dance with Grief where you know you can take the lead. Alone. With confidence. We feel alone in grief, even in a crowd, even with sincere offers of help. But we need to know we can go on alone and somehow be OK, even if nothing gets any better.
The message seems clear: We are all the One Heart, broken into what
we see as separate pieces, and We are healing this Heart by choosing to see ourselves Whole. Knowing we are the One Heart that has seen us through it all, it is impossible for us to be alone.
invitation to chime in…
How exciting it’s been to see each others’ comments through these days.
Please tell us what came up in that pipe you smoked around the thoughts
from Elaine and me. The thoughts here are not easy to put into words…
but your love and caring speak louder than any words.
YOUR FREE GIFT:
Watch tomorrow’s email for what we need from you for the creation of your pages in the Ebook Keepsake, which we hope to have done in about a week.
All will receive a free pdf copy you can share as much as you like. Everyone’s comments will appear on the corresponding pages to this event.
And you will have handy access to the links to all these pages.
It will be something you can be proud of… your own hearts open in trust and love.
Please know how much you are loved and appreciated!
From my heart,
links to previous pages
(in case you missed it):
DAY 1 – Magenta: Waiting in Darkness
DAY 2 – JFP: Living after Heart surgery and 5 strokes
DAY 3 – JANE: Visiting Family – Layers of Love and Grief
DAY 4 – JFS: Loss of Someone to Care For
DAY 5 – SANDY: Allowing my Beloved Partner’s Memory to Live on
DAY 6 – PETE: Deep pain of losing my Beloved Daughter
DAY 7 – VIVIENNE: From the Dark to Light, Damage to Wholeness
DAY 8 – BARCLAY: Shift your pen…Shift your consciousness
DAY 9 – NANCY: My Personal Journey of Grief and Loss
DAY 10 – LISA: How to cope with the death of an Ex – even if you’re remarried
DAY 11 – HEIDI: Beyond Divorce – choosing to see the sweetness of life