Di’s Xmas in July 2016: Day 12

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intro by Di…

This is the last of the 12 Days of “Di’s Xmas in July 2016.”
And I’m honored to present this in tandem with my good friend, Elaine.

We are speaking together because we both believe the same truth:

That we are God expressing in human form.

How did we find out we both have this knowing?

It happened as a result of caring. We met over cries of outrage, mostly
Elaine’s. I felt the iron grip of her desperation: My fellow traveler was in
distress! It was only when I didn’t walk on by, but stayed and just sat
and listened, that we both realized if we can be heard, we can talk our
way out of the deepest pile of doo-doo life can suck us into!

As the ocean of Grief was emptied out, an Ocean of Peace came
in all by itself and washed us clean and clear to know this truth:

All that God is, is who I am.
And who I am is all that God is.

So outside help is not needed. Nothing is impossible for who we are.

 

from the pen of Elaine. . .

Here is what Elaine wrote in answer to someone who offered her “healing prayer” and fellowship at a church. Elaine had to refuse, and wrote this so the person could understand why.

“Jesus came to demonstrate who we are . Identity is crucial.  I am in this like a school……. we have all that we need Now to heal.   Learning to live apart from the mind is crucial to mastering healing. What can not be overcome ?  It is generally those who have gone the path of suffering and fine tuning who are the healers. I am not in need of prayers actually… what and who do they seek to heal… if not the life within ?  We embody that healer…. Seeking outside for assistance only signals one still does not fully understand the Message Jesus taught.  Asking for what we have seems elementary….. what seems to be the greater issue is the divine mind …..  Jesus never
saw a storm.. yet the disciples did…. they allowed what they saw with their eyes to register to their minds,,, cultivate fear … thus powerlessness . I am actually OK.  I am learning to erase the false with what is Divine Truth.  I appreciate your offer [of fellowship at a church].  But my fellowship is within me…..  knowing I am never alone… regardless of what the Mind dictates.  If I were not walking in divine I would never be able to overcome ALL I HAVE.  I do not live like most … and my life is testament to that fact. Learning to focus on the truth rather than the outward is power.  It is what has carried me thus far …
through all the loss ,,,,,,  🙂  I am a warrior.. ”

Elaine refuses to turn a blind eye to what’s unholy in our world.  Her eyes
are opened when she has supernatural experiences in the night when she cannot sleep. Her words: “walking in divine” have inspired me to share the truth as it comes to me.

from the pen of Di. . .

I used “Depth Journaling” I learned from my friend Barclay (Day 8) to get
“God answers” for how to get this page done today, the way it should be.

Here’s my journal from this morning, showing the question I asked, using
my dominant hand. See how my non-dominant hand’s answer was about “Who I Am.” It took what’s happening to an Eternal level that works.

073016 My Heart

See?  This is what knocks my socks off!  I’ve been going outside every day,
praying with my arms stretched upward with longing: “I give myself to be a
pure, clear channel for Divine Love to heal broken hearts.”  Saying that to
my “Beloved Creator.” But look how it has come back here, my “Beloved”
addressing me as “My Heart,” with this new twist on the answer:

“You are my Heart Loving. You are the difference I am seeing. And being.”
“I love you for being My pure, clear channel for Divine Love to heal the
separated pieces of my Broken Heart, by seeing Me Whole.  You have
seen all whole, so it is.”

I will stop here and just let you put that in your pipe and smoke it. This
is the stuff that defies gravity.

wrapping up by Di …

Elaine and I have both had a ton of grief, sorrow, sickness, brutality,
you name it. Because we know we are the Divine in form, none of it
can overcome us.

You have developed an awesome common thread in all the Xmas in July Days. Each writer has found a way up “the climb” that helps.  Each of you
recognized what was truly helpful for YOU.

That’s why we feel safe with you.  It’s vital to come to the part of the Dance with Grief where you know you can take the lead. Alone. With confidence. We feel alone in grief, even in a crowd, even with sincere offers of help.  But we need to know we can go on alone and somehow be OK, even if nothing gets any better.

The message seems clear: We are all the One Heart, broken into what
we
see as separate pieces, and We are healing this Heart by choosing to see ourselves Whole. Knowing we are the One Heart that has seen us through it all, it is impossible for us to be alone.

musings…

invitation to chime in…

How exciting it’s been to see each others’ comments through these days.
Please tell us what came up in that pipe you smoked around the thoughts
from Elaine and me. The thoughts here are not easy to put into words…
but your love and caring speak louder than any words.

YOUR FREE GIFT:

Watch tomorrow’s email for what we need from you for the creation of your pages in the Ebook Keepsake, which we hope to have done in about a week.
All will receive a free pdf copy you can share as much as you like. Everyone’s comments will appear on the corresponding pages to this event.
And you will have handy access to the links to all these pages.
It will be something you can be proud of… your own hearts open in trust and love.

Please know how much you are loved and appreciated!

From my heart,

Di Lemon

 

links to previous pages
(in case you missed it):

DAY 1 – Magenta: Waiting in Darkness
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-1/

DAY 2 – JFP: Living after Heart surgery and 5 strokes
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-2/

DAY 3 – JANE: Visiting Family – Layers of Love and Grief
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-3/

DAY 4 – JFS: Loss of Someone to Care For
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-4/

DAY 5 – SANDY: Allowing my Beloved Partner’s Memory to Live on
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-5/

DAY 6  – PETE:  Deep pain of losing my Beloved Daughter
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-6/

DAY 7 – VIVIENNE: From the Dark to Light, Damage to Wholeness
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-7/

DAY 8 – BARCLAY: Shift your pen…Shift your consciousness
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-8

DAY 9 – NANCY: My Personal Journey of Grief and Loss
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-9

DAY 10 – LISA: How to cope with the death of an Ex – even if you’re remarried
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-10

DAY 11 – HEIDI: Beyond Divorce – choosing to see the sweetness of life
http://bloominganewyou.com/dis-xmas-in-july-2016-day-11

 

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Comments

Di’s Xmas in July 2016: Day 12 — 7 Comments

  1. Elaine, I so love the passion and clarity, that you’ve come to; in speaking your truth! I see you, energetically, standing tall with the Wisdom you’ve spoken of here. I can only wonder Elaine, what depths of experience brought out the ‘knowing’ that has always been you!
    To this Soul Family and to our sister Di: You are seen,heard,accepted and loved within all of these pages. I have ‘goosebumps’as I write my gratitude. Di, thank you for providing the safe container, in these 12 days of Christmas in July! As the One Heart and the One Soul, We are that—right here and right Now! Do we not dance the healing and dance the ‘grace’back into our daily walks upon this Earth?! Each of whom, I’ve witnessed for and met here; I want you to know, that I celebrate your unique ‘essence’ of all that is and of all that will ever be “the holy”! Blessed Be, dear ones!

  2. Mmmmmmmm, sitting here smoking my pipe ☺
    I feel grateful and blessed. So eternally grateful. Realising again how blessed I am to know Di and to have worked with her. Blessed to be a part of this special 12 day awakening and sharing. How amazed I’ve been at the love and care and understanding we have shown each other. How we have had to trust our pain and our hearts with strangers and the gratitude when that trust wasn’t broken.
    Thank you Di and Elaine. Thank you everyone.
    With all my love from my grateful heart
    Vivienne

    • Squeezing you with grateful hugs, Vivi! What a blessing you have been to each one of us with your genuine support and recognition of the depth and magic of trusting and seeing the love that doesn’t break the trust here. Miles don’t separate us, do they? This Circle can’t be broken.
      Holding hands across the globe!
      With all my love,
      Di

  3. Dear Di, I am not sure that each of us has yet managed to “see ourselves Whole” though we all seem to be groping for this. But what is very clear is that YOU HAVE ALWAYS SEEN EACH OF US WHOLE, and that has helped us enormously in our struggles to rise out of grief. Your absolute faith in our own divinity and internal ability to heal, to be WHOLE, to be the One Heart, inspires us to lift into that wholeness/holiness from the inside. Elaine knows this too. For many years I would have poo poohed this idea, but pain has made me humble, and I now see my past scepticism as ego arrogance. I am forever grateful. Thank you for this beautiful collection, and the way you have brought us all together in the One Heart.

    • You are beautiful and special and amazing. Thank you for showing me your heart in these pages. I am honoured. Thank you. ❤

    • Magenta, thank you! I am just overwhelmed with gratitude for you and how you touch my heart, each heart, with comments from your heart. For both you and I and Elaine knowing that seeing our divinity is having the “pearl of great price!” (Elaine’s words to me recently) Through copious tears, I am “seeing” that Infinite Joy of Being rising in all of us. We’re really in this deep, aren’t we? The Source is with us!

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